I sensed so diffident in your company-Kamlesh Bahukhandi's poem as flashed on f.b .on Nov. 18,2010

I sensed so diffident in your company-Kamlesh Bahukhandi


.by Kamalesh Bahukhandi on Thursday, November 18, 2010 at 11:05am.


I sensed so diffident in your company,

You behaved with me like a little girl, I sat there speechless . . .

First I smelled your hair,

I looked at your tall soft body ,

your innocent face was concealed by your long hairs ,

I could smell the fragrance of you being close to me,

Your weariness showed in your dark brown eyes . .

Your existence, your experience ,your hurt, I cautiously placed away.

I reach out to you to embrace you, to let you know,

I care more than any one ever could,
I touch your soft skin,
Our hearts both contain so much complexity,
Our pasts sickly warped . . .But the noise of the silent summer,
Molds our problems into shared love.
It seemed that to you it is all so superficial,
And it saddened me to know.

I love you from the deepest hole in my heart,
You are beautiful, innocent, pretty ,
We long to play, frolic, and never grow up.

Yet we are haggard together by our love fulfillment,

Longing to be held and loved . . .

But do you really feel more,

Do you hold that capability to love as deeply as I do? . .

But I am Just as innocent, so may be you do love me,

As I love you ,

I need your innocence. Your breath still linger on my neck,

You have made me feel so different ,

When you hugged me on our first meet,

Perhaps I don't have to grow up,

Perhaps this hope that you have given me,
That can last my entire life ,
Or until we see each other once again.
I feel so happy, so passionate,so optimistic.
How could you do that to me?
What an incredible aura you gave off.
But perhaps I interpret your tranquil ,
But you kept me to yourself.
You took authority and told your friends ,
To leave you alone . .

As you belonged to me,
That's what you must have said ,I know.

I know you were ,waiting for me to come to your side,
Yes, you indicated your need for me,

But there is a that chance that you wish for something in the shallow waters.
But whatever my contortions of your feelings may be,
You have allowed me to dream of love once again,
But the fear of hurt in the background makes me scared,
There is no life without you,
Can you promise you are mine and only mine ?
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Bishwa Nath Singh A good poem.
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f.b.
Nov.18,2010