Bishwa Nath Singh:
The question often haunts my mind as why relations are fading away in modern space age and people by & large now becoming self centered. I have been striving hard to find its genesis and reason behind them. Let us ponder over it very coolly!
(Photo of Lord Krishna along with Goddess Radha Rani)
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Bishwa Nath Singh :
Only some one had captured my heart and tied it somewhere just like mesmerized child, my love for him/her made me believe that I walked with clouds all around me. It may not be the ideal heartwarming type of relationship but it was good en...ough to bring out the best in me, more so the worst. There were times in my life when I really wished love to instantly fade in my heart and my brain to automatically forget his/her existence in my life. But life is always like that... the more you want it, the more you can't get it, the more you don't want it, the more that it will come to you like a very annoying guest through the years, I struggled to that phase of my life, loving him/her crazily, hating him her the most,, giving up & accepting at times thinking that I am a doomed that no matter how bad he/she made me feel I will still love him /her at the end of the day..But how it happened when I never ask for it anymore?...Why do I suddenly feel cold when I have no one to replace him/her in my heart At times, I can feel that something inside of me is slowly fading.Is my love really fading away in time when it is not expected? where is that depth f love that used to make me happy? I still care I know but he /she is no longer a priority...How to ascertain that Is it .that . I am falling out of love! Is it because I am giving him /herthe impression that I am unavailable specially now that he/sheneeds me? Why was I surprised to receive a phone call when I used to expect it or longed for it? Certainly, I don't want sweet revenge. I just did not expect that love will still fade when I had it for almost a lifetime and when it started to leave me; I did not expect that I am going to feel so relieved and felt free and happy. I am not sad, and no longer in pain, but how can I see myself the way I used see myself before, I feel that I look very handsome when I am in pain when I get maximum opportunity to rush up to my savior to pray to Him I personally feel that I am more confident now, that with or without a loved one in my life, I can go on pondering over that I am handsome with full of intellect with new resolution in my life to make my life glorious least caring as why relations are fading away in the modern era. Can’t I be quiet and leave everything in hands of my savior who is supreme God and learn from His wisdom that I can share sometime with my friends so that they can take lesson from me as how to be likeable & successful in life in spite of many hurdles & odds? It is high time to ponder over times and again as how best we could revive our good relationship we had every where without harping our past rather learn from those mistakes and imbibe to make our future bright with good relations with every one at and around.Let us learn from the life of Lord Krishna & His most beloved companion Radha Rani who loved each other immensely that is why Raha Krishnaa are adored & woshipped all over the world!